Della's so right, I can barely believe it has been 10 years since that visit to Newcastle - and here I sit at the turn of another decade doing it all over again, only this time on my own, without you, the most important thing in my life. I could of never believed we wouldn't be together again, New year was our thing we didn't really do the Christmas thing much. So stepping into 2010 without you hun will break my heart. Loving you always hunni xxx