Life feels pointless without you, this is all so unfair and utter shite. I don't understand why or what it's meant to be about! Why? Why you? Why us?? You didn't deserve this, you were meant to be here, everyone who meets you thinks your a top bloke, never anything bad to say about you, and you are, a perfect gentleman, a great mate, a brilliant dad and and gorgeous boyfriend. You always made everything alright no matter what it was! So what do I do now? You always made me feel happy, complete and safe, so what do I do now? I miss you so much it's too much for my head to contain sometimes, I feel like it's going to explode. I would give absolutley everything and do anything to have you back. Ive tried offering that, over and over, offering anything and everything and nothing has changed. They havent sent you back to me. I Love you and miss you so much boyf Shell xxx