Well Mr T, i think it is just starting to sink in that your really gone, although its still a thought that im not comfortable with in my mind. Where ever you are i hope theres no cheap coffee, that you have your owm sangsom bucket and straw, that theres a range of womens leathers that you can try on from time to time and that theres an abundance of remote controlled tanks for you to play with. Ive been keeping an eye on Michelle for you which i know may not fill you with confidence but theres been no pub floor wrestling......yet. Missing you madly xx